I woke up wondering why it seems that if I die it wouldn't cause a rip in time, nothing would be affected, and I realized I live a very isolated life that affects no one.
I woke at 6am and got a pretty decent amount of work done and though I had been up since 1am I seemed to not be as fatigued this morning and was able to go the day without napping until about 5pm, and i needed a nap.
I have isolated myself for the most part only accepting in positive, I can no longer accept or allow others to pull upon me because it benefits them.
I am not sure if how Im walking my life is right or wrong, but I know I want better, I believe I deserve better. from myself and from others.
I have been eating "clean" for about 3 days and really paying attention to how my body responds.
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