as i sit here trying to do what i need to do to live. I am confined by what i need to do to honor someone in death. understand in no way am i disrespecting the life lived, in no way am i trying to down play God's cycle but in that one moment, u realize life goes on. when its all said and done i may wake up the next day and continue on. so i struggle in the moment to do what it is God wants me to do to honor him. but there is a lil fight in the fact that because one life has stopped, for a moment in time i have to stand still. (*sigh)
i pray you see the gates of heaven and God welcomes you in to his open arms. because its his will i will take a moment, i will reflect on the life you lived, and the life i am living and i will stop my kicking. there is nothing more important than life, because there is no value you can place on someone here and, gone.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
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