4 of 28 open journal

I have really looked at what I want for my life and have decided I need a change of scenery, I am looking to move from my love LA and find my place in the world even if later it brings me back to LA.
I havent fully gotten on the cleanse but I have gone with out meat other than fish and other seafood. Its hard when you conscientiously decide to make a change. I will allow for the cheat. but right now I am gaining control of what I eat and my portions and how to live in this body for this life.
men... ummm

3 of 28 open journal

ok so i wasn't as successful as i thought in getting off food in 3 days... i havent been crazy about eating but yes i have been eating none the less. i am looking at relationships and so far i know i dont want to be 40 and single, i dont want to be that person. i have been thinking about my career options and i know i need to make that change.
im tired tonight so im going to leave it brief again.

day 3 of 28, open journal

Ok, I haven't been so successful in transitioning to the master cleanse. but i am working towards it and i am willing to sacrifice my thanksgiving to do my 28 days. I am planning outings and activities, to keep myself busy and in the mix. making new positive friends and i am working on not putting myself out there before i am ready. this will be a great process in the end. fyi no txt today..

2 of 28 open journal

So i decided to give up food and flesh, and when i say flesh for me it means men. when ever i over indulge in things like food for which i gained 20lbs in the last 6 months from. i go all or nothing, and because i am not having the relationships i want. i'd like to be in a committed mutual trusting loving relationship, during the the 28 days i like to further realistically pinpoint my wants needs and desires as i really get in tune with who i am, who i want to be, and what i want for my future. i will have to let go of things i love and embrace the new scary things.
i will get all these things out, see myself for who i am, by giving up the things that take from that. i know i will be using the master cleanse to aide me in my freedom from, and i will be eliminating the relationship aspect of my friendships. it will be hard, but i look forward to what comes of the 28 days. i will also be riding on here daily but for my book, and magazine blog

Day 1 of 28 an open journal

My goal is to get reconnected w/ myself, my goals, my future, my desires.
I am giving up food and flesh. (*i am slowly getting off the food, should be completely off by wednesday)
I am looking for a mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual reawakening