Tuesday, November 17, 2009

2 of 28 open journal

So i decided to give up food and flesh, and when i say flesh for me it means men. when ever i over indulge in things like food for which i gained 20lbs in the last 6 months from. i go all or nothing, and because i am not having the relationships i want. i'd like to be in a committed mutual trusting loving relationship, during the the 28 days i like to further realistically pinpoint my wants needs and desires as i really get in tune with who i am, who i want to be, and what i want for my future. i will have to let go of things i love and embrace the new scary things.
i will get all these things out, see myself for who i am, by giving up the things that take from that. i know i will be using the master cleanse to aide me in my freedom from, and i will be eliminating the relationship aspect of my friendships. it will be hard, but i look forward to what comes of the 28 days. i will also be riding on here daily but for my book, and magazine blog

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